strange things happen | yesterday there was a yellow card in the mail | unfortunately we couldn´t deliver in person blah blah blah | nonsense of course | i'm always home | but whatever thats not the first time something like that happens | so I cycled over to the post office this morning | the woman already gave me a funny look when I showed my ID | then she came back pulling a big trolley with not one but seven parcels | all flat but super long and wide and also quite heavy | of course I said straight away that there must be a mistake | she asked if i wanted to refuse delivery | and i would have done it | but there was not only my name on it but also the holy loneliness collective | maybe it's something for the band i thought | did one of the others order it and just put my name because i'm always home?