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May 10, 2022
The decision to go public with our music has proven to be a double-edged sword. On the one hand, we've actually been meeting in the rehearsal room every day since then. We throw together all the bits and pieces that have accumulated over the last few months, play around with them for hours, get lost in the strangest ideas, discard everything and start all over again. It's like a big puzzle, except there's no right solution, and no wrong one either. But in any case, we have never been so eager and busy tinkering. There is a new seriousness to everything. By signing the pizza box we have called something into existence and I think we all feel the responsibility to fill this 'something' with life.
However, we are not particularly productive in doing so - and that's the other side of the coin. I can't deny that everything felt lighter and easier before that fateful stormy night. Suddenly it seems much more important to make the 'right' decisions. And that makes it hard to decide anything at all. Maybe it's also because Leo hasn't been around for a few days now? It´s always hard without her. But that shouldn't be an excuse. We just keep working day by day and eventually all the pieces will miraculously fall into place. We just need a little patience.