guessing game

we are currently tinkering with a new song | could get pretty long | a little epic of sorts | so far we have vocals and acoustic guitar and a bit of piano in the first part | one has to be careful when adding stuff | it happens easily that the realness gets broken | so we threw away most of what we tried | maybe the song is best naked? >

i think it needs strings | i've already tried to write something | but it didn't come out so well | jin can do it much better | she also wrote the arrangement for fæːlɐ | but somehow she doesn't want to | and i don't get it | she says she is not good at it but that's not true and everyone can see that and that's why i don't know why she would say that | it's something in her head | something is askew there | do you think she just wants to be applauded more? | or is it because she's sad? | I can't stand it when people are so complicated | why can't you just say what's going on? | this guessing game is horseshit >

oh man | how can i get her to do this?

ps | you see i'm making progress with the pixel stuff

pps | our wolpertinger now goes by the name ataraksia | well most of the time we call him raxi because it's so long otherwise | i think it's cool | ataraksia is a word from ancient greece from a guy called epikur or something | it means that you stay calm and don't let bad things knock you off course | isn't that a good omen for once?