existence

so we still exist | just to answer the question no one asked >

the holy loneliness collective is alive | alive again you might say | because in the time jin was away we didn't really do anything | acted like we had forgotten that we ever had a band | she stayed away for a little longer | not in myanmar | traveled around somewhere, i dunno where | but when she was back we quickly agreed that we wanted to make music again | seems like everyone missed it after all>

we're slowly getting back into it | c has written some lyrics in the meantime | or at least a couple of lines | some of them aren't even bad >

one thing was weird | while jin was away i had the idea of playing the piano every now and then | just to keep growing musically | so i snuck into her room | but there was no piano there | really strange | she didn't take it with her, did she? | later her whole room was gone | just not there anymore | so i still suck at playing the piano >

what else is new? | leo has stopped doing drugs | well actually she just switched to alcohol | when i get up she's already drunk as a skunk | it's not a big problem for the band | she never really did much anyway | hope no one is offended if i just say it | but it's true | tambourine here and there | a bit of pling pling on the glockenspiel | you can still do that when you're wasted >

oh man, these number pictures are kinda lame | have to think of something better | any suggestions for someone with two left hands like me?