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Change of Mood
Till has started using old Ursel's ointment. It's a pretty disgusting, slimy black stuff. Honestly, so far it's rather staining the skin around the scar, so the chicken only stands out all the more. But old Ursel said it might take a few weeks to have the desired effect. So let's wait and see.
I am still fairly blown away by my visit to Pandora's realm. The day after, a whole bouquet of lyrics tumbled out of my head. In some cases I don't really know what they mean, but at any rate they make some part of me resonate. Even if the conscious memory is already fading, this wonderful feeling of being connected to everything sticks with me so far. I think the others are slightly surprised at my sudden change of mood. It gnaws at me to carry all this as a secret inside me - but of course Jin and Till can't find out about it. And at the same time, the longing to return there grows. After all, I didn't succeed in bringing the music with me. Maybe it has to be tamed first, like a shy animal. I know it's a dangerous thought, but I can't deny it.
Leo, on the other hand, has been unusually quiet, almost pensive, since our trip. I wonder what she has seen and experienced there. We haven't talked about it and she's been avoiding me since then. I hope she is all right.