change of heart

phew | still can't believe it worked out | thanks to everyone who came along | without you i definitely would have lost my shit >

somehow everything feels pretty good now | i hate to admit it but maybe jin was right | maybe something had to come out >

and it gets even better | silke had at least agreed to have another talk with everyone | but we didn't do it | not necessary anymore | next day the helmet guys left | dismantled the scaffolding packed up the tools and gone | they left a pile of dirt behind ok | but we can deal with that | and in the afternoon silke packed her things too | no point in sprucing up the old dump she said | too much hassle | and then she was gone | no idea where | but who cares as long as she´s not here >

why the change of heart? | no clue | can you make sense of it?